.November 9, 2005 ' 09:07 Y
hey honey.. stop trying to be somebody that youre not.. youre not being yourself. if you want to tell me something. just tell me alright? dont hide it from me. no roxane. i'm not talking about her.hello everyone.. lets update! erms.. colin,sean and roxane came to my house on monday and they were fed with LOADS of food. hahaha! they were creating havoc in my house! x) especially sean and colin. god knows what they're doing. i think i have to change my bedsheet. eewww~ hahax took lots and lots and lots and lots of pictures and got the memory card screwed up. gosh. sorry jie!! *shrugs.* * twinkles eyes.* erm.. den later at night. went to central to have dinner with family. parents asked puny to tagg along. so, met her, got her mother's shades & after that she had dinner with us. asked her what she wanted den shy.. tsk! as if she dont know my parents well.. *tsk! tsk! oh ya. and mother was crapping around. made all of us laughed like siao. x) oh gosh.. now you know why her daughter turned out to be like this jie? LOLs. okok. den went back home and puny had to go white sands. sent her off till the traffic light den i went home. and den TUESDAY. i had training.. screwed up alot of times sia! first we took a long time to run 5 rounds around this park. next, we couldnt do courtcrafts cuz we didnt have our bips!! argh!! irritating. how irresponsible can we get? but it was just coincidently that both the gurls who had the bips didnt appear for training. people makes mistakes what.. and this was just one of the days that we made a stupid one. and all the shooters had to shoot like god knows how many times. but we learnt how to put in a perfect shot. haii. met puny after training and went to slack around at tm. she was being so mentel(cheeky) flick her hair here and there.. kick and roll the ball around the floor with her feet. turn her turn there..*tsk tsk! haiya... people in love. x) ok. went to meet sister and mother at white sands after that and bought stuff. and now my body's aching all over.. not only that. my head's spinning. walaoo eh. should have listened to mmm.. now i really feel like a stick. a woodenstick with my head spinning.i cant move my arms. i cant turn my neck. by calf's a killer. my back's aching. i cannot budge a single bit except for my fingers and toes.. i'm so blur lately too.. basket~ okok. we're just being dumb now. this things around you wont last forever.. okok. relax siti.. breathe. OH YA!! and another thing. I HATE WIRELESS!! its
irritating me. talk until very shuang already uh den poof! gone! den you have to reconnect it again. bla bla bla.. gosh! dumb wireless. when i got home after training, went to have my shower, put on my pj and POM!! went to bed. i cannot tahan already. my body's battery went low. am i getting weaker? i dont know. i hope not. heh. but i woke up 2am in the morning though. i dont know for what.watched the repeated sequel of the
oc. heh. ryan & marissa look so sweet together. but he's shorter den her!! heh. its ok. its still nice looking at couples like that.. i want one too. oh ya. nic owes me a boyfriend. he said he'll get me one when he comes back from beijing. and now when he's back. all of them fell sick!! poor thing. they had food poisoning and stuff. i guess its also because of the weather there. okok. nvm. i'll get my boyfriend when the time comes. only god knows when. =D oh i'm so optimistic. *twinkles eyes AGAIN* went back to bed at 3.30am.. lets see what's wednesday gonna be like. sigh! see yall later. that is if i have the mood. heh. okok. buhbye!! :)
i hate you. i love you. i miss you. i need you. i loathe you. i want you. i found you. i had you. i lost you. i'll save you. i'll keep you. i'll find you.
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SITY KAY!